Cold Minded

Things need to be clear enough to find the reason behind why?,
i have this feeling when i'm just through the depiction of it and hey i like it and really hopes that i will have those precious moment with it. Than Gladly the times goes by, this enormous feeling had been growing up through the next level, even somehow i pretend i didn't realize it. Well i might be wrong eventually this sensitivity comes again, and keep asking why??

Some reason it already covered up what i'm waiting during years, and all the matters than i want to deal with. Well sadly i'm so preventive i like to keep it up. And stop wondering the wonderfull things to come.

And the significant step will come in the next couple of days, so how i could struglling over it and deal with it? obviously only god know it and just hopes for the best...
If it is sounds real deepest hopes asked to make it real, and go for it and stand for it and let this this happen.


well for these days i will keep it right behind my heart and accompishing nicely with loads of will from god and things to full the live into the fullest..

With loads of HUG

Maya

Personal Approach

How we approach personal stuff with huge of in diffrently matter of personal attitude.
Well sometimes we need to deal with person whichs is unbelievable suck, it could be your friend, your family, your boss or even your partner.

Well shit always happen for that matter when the conflict is arises we should make sure that dont accomplished with anger and loads of emotional think first than act later after you could think very clearly... hey but sometimes we are not angel and we could not deal without using our emotion and nobody is perfect (ahahhah very bias and abstract)

Important thing tried to care that you're not live by yourself and tried to understand people much more and you will through the conflict easily. Every body always have their own problem with huge of personal stuff and absolutely very complicated for each. People Have their own way of life and it's hard to consider it.

my point are we need to understand and tried accomplish differently personal approach wisely.

queen of my heat

What I'm gonna do the rest of my life....??

well honestly that was the most scared question surrounding in my life today's. i was staring and contemplate how I'm going to spend the rest of my life?

Talking bout successes it's not bout how hard your will to achieve the best thing you could get, its how you need to had the stroke of luck, and how we emphasize the term "it's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be". That terms comes from the person who is very wise, and what about the person who doesn't make mistake is unlikely to make anything.

Benjamin Franklin said, 'I haven't failed, I've had 10,000 ideas that didn't work.'

Thomas Edison said, 'Of the 200 light bulbs that didn't work, every failure told me something that i was able to incorporate into the next attempt.'

Theatre director Joan Littlewood said, 'If we don't get lost, we'll never find a new route.'

All of them understood that failures and false starts are a precondition of success. And I'm trying to build my own castle of hope to believe that failure was a major contributor to its success. Regardless what ever situation I've been facing through rite now.

All of my hard working to keep my brain thinking while my ass keep working on the same time just to actualized what my parents hopes from me, and see them proud of myself. Hopefully everything turns to be more than i have expected before and i believe as long as the goal is there, there is no limit to any one's achievement including me.


Cheers...
06.08.2008
huge thanks to Paul Arden.
the one who always inspired me with loads of his stories.